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January 14th, 2006

something turned out not to be

Posted by raftigidig at 01:52 AM on January 14, 2006.

 

 

A part of this was on the board of one room on my floor, but the title was not written. So I found it through google being cited under the theme of "Sorrow and Consolation" and under the subtheme "Comfort and Cheer." Here. It's just not the place to put it.

It's an evocation of Victorian Stoicism.

So for the pleasure of a community that has probably seen it posted for a hundredth time

Invictus
by William Ernest Henley; 1849-1903

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.

I don't think it's a good poem. I like the first two lines and the 10th. Otherwise it's very dry.

and i'm not cynical. i liked this poem (which if i remember, Charlie Veric likes too.)

Ithaka
By Cavafy

As you set out for Ithaka
hope the voyage is a long one,
full of adventure, full of discovery.
Laistrygonians and Cyclops,
angry Poseidon -- don't be afraid of them:
you'll never find things like that on your way
as long as you keep your thoughts raised high,
as long as a rare excitement
stirs your spirit and your body.
Laistrygonians and Cyclops,
unless you bring them along inside your soul,
unless your soul sets them up in front of you.

Hope the voyage is a long one.
May there be many a summer morning when,
with what pleasure, what joy,
you come into harbors seen for the first time;
may you stop at Phoenician trading stations
to buy fine things,
mother of pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
sensual perfume of every kind --
as many sensual perfumes as you can,
and may you visit many Egyptian cities
to gather stores of knowledge from their scholars.

Keep Ithaka always in your mind.
Arriving there is what you are destined for.
But do not hurry the journey at all.
Better if it lasts for years,
so you are old by the time you reach the island,
wealthy with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting Ithaka to make you rich.

Ithaka gave you the marvelous journey.
Without her, you would not have set out.
She has nothing left to give you now.

And if you find her poor, Ithaka won't have [deceived] you.
Wise as you will have become, so full of experience,
you will have understood by then what these Ithakas mean.

++++

I was thinking it was related to former entries because I misread "unconquerable" as "unfathomable" (no that was a lie, I actually read "unknowable;" blame my floormate's handwriting).

Lead my thoughts to the hypothesis that in some paradigm, there is no such a thing as an antithesis. It's all just emotive. (emotive i get from my 9-person moral philosophy class.) We talk about all the same things all the time. all the same things. all the time.

undercurrents?

December 29th, 2005

Posted by raftigidig at 02:23 AM on December 29, 2005.

*Mean Girls
This was pretty funny.

*Troy
Great Hector-Achilles fight scene.

*The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
bad.

*Closer
ok. Natalie Portman is hot.

*The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

*2046
good.

which got me thinking about why I feel the need to judge all the media that goes through me. maybe i like showing off? maybe i'm offering something that will start discourse? maybe i don't want to forget the impressions that such things caused in my head? This is something that happens a lot. It seems to me though, that past impressions have no solid and consistent use, anyway.

So this is me thinking too hard again. (I remind myself a lot of May Kasahara.) Often times however, we do not need to be conscious of any reason.

Online journals are getting me depressed again. I call it the isolation of understanding. I saw it in Closer and in Murakami's book, but Luigi Pirandello had already fleshed it out for me in first year. so lonely.

i really like the wind-up bird chronicle. (thanks to jomel for mentioning it in his tabulas.)

6 drifted nearby

December 17th, 2005

movies i watched these past three days

Posted by raftigidig at 09:46 PM on December 17, 2005.

*Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

*The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
Poor character development. well, what can anyone expect?

*American History X
I am a fan of Edward Norton.

*Fight Club
I am a fan of Edward Norton. Guess you all know how good this movie is.

*Memoirs of a Geisha
Gong Li is beautiful.

*Walk the Line
good.

6 drifted nearby

November 10th, 2005

i might not even comprehend this fully...

Posted by raftigidig at 01:26 AM on November 10, 2005.

*i loved the fountainhead, but this still cracked me up, especially the one about volunteers. but these guys are still a little bit confused. too ad hominem. [there's this weird thing about strictly defining oneself here.]

*perhaps Thomas Sayers Ellis is the first post-modernist I met. he signed my maverick room. on the cover. with a thick black marker. "Marcus Garvey Vitamins," All Their Stanzas Look Alike," "A Kiss in the Dark." well really, the whole book. hmmm... do i like postmodernism too much?

*damn intelligent design. damn hybrid theories whether they be about functionalism and identity theory, intrinsic and socialized language, determinism and free will, or evolution and creationism.

*yeah, fall is beautiful.

*hmmm... do i like david hume too much?

*now have both kill bill soundtracks, pretty good. i'd list the tracks i like but i'd probably list every track in the album anyway.

*hans zimmer has too many tracks in my playlist.

*gradients are too useful. i am amazed, this construction, , is meaningful to me.

*please make my top spin work. i am such a crappy athlete.

finding it hard to be coherent, resisting the temptation towards being thematic and tolerating auto-deconstruction (yes, i believe i can make my own words now; thanks to carroll). word-mongering? psyche.

4 drifted nearby

October 28th, 2005

it's what everybody's doin

Posted by raftigidig at 12:54 AM on October 28, 2005.

*from steph's e-mail, this: hilarious. (need a fast connection.)

*bandwagon roar

*first string theory lecture was amazing.

*not for me but for love

*notes for a speech" is the one you should read. please, the lines were cut for a reason

*can somebody rave about natalie imbruglia's "beauty on the fire" with me? do i assume i could fly

*please see beyond anselm

*ads is still number one

2 drifted nearby

October 15th, 2005

for scrutiny

Posted by raftigidig at 05:37 PM on October 15, 2005.

this is a trial. i made the picture below.

pardon to those who may take it to be bastardization.

 

 

1 drifted nearby

October 14th, 2005

Posted by raftigidig at 02:46 PM on October 14, 2005.

undercurrents?

October 10th, 2005

Posted by raftigidig at 08:47 PM on October 10, 2005.

Advent Children

 awe

4 drifted nearby

Posted by raftigidig at 11:48 AM on October 10, 2005.

about time paul davies

muhammad michael cook

undercurrents?

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